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North Carolina likes Undocumented Students

Posted in America, Americans, Dream Act, ICE, Immigration, civil rights, college, deportation, education, ideas, illegal immigrants, illegal immigration, immigrants, inspiration, justice, law, life, news, opinion, people, school, thoughts, undocumented student, undocumented students on July 26, 2008 by iamashadow

Well, this is from the News and Observer, all of it, so all credit belongs to them and the writer of the article, Kristin Collins. I’m busy now, I have a new Xbox 360, but I couldn’t pass the opportunity to post this. Stuff in bold is added by me for emphasis.

RALEIGH - The state Attorney General’s Office says it’s legal for the N.C. Community College System to admit illegal immigrants.

That advice, given to the colleges Thursday and made public today, represents a reversal for the office of Attorney General Roy Cooper, which advised the colleges in May to bar illegal immigrants from degree programs. The colleges took that advice and issued a new policy prohibiting illegal immigrants from enrolling, even at out-of-state tuition rates. Cooper’s office said at the time that post-secondary education might qualify as a public benefit to which illegal immigrants are not entitled under federal law.

But on Monday, Cooper’s office got a letter from federal Immigration and Customs Enforcement, in response to a request for clarification of the law. The letter, from former Mecklenburg County Sheriff Jim Pendergraph, who now works for Immigration and Customs Enforcement, said that admission to colleges is not considered a public benefit under federal law.

Federal officials made the same statement to the News & Observer in May, but officials with the community colleges and the Attorney General’s Office said they wanted to wait for a formal letter.

J.B. Kelly, general counsel, advised the colleges in a letter Thursday that it is up to them to decide whether to admit illegal immigrants.

Community College System President Scott Ralls was not immediately available for comment on whether he would lift the ban on illegal immigrants.

Now, I’m pretty happy about this decision and you know what I do when I’m happy. I play video games. Not only that, but I laugh. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PS. Maybe the people from NC aren’t as bad as I thought they were.

Dream Act Students

Posted in America, Americans, Dream Act, ICE, Immigration, anxiety, dehumanization, deportation, discrimination, human rights, ideas, illegal immigrants, illegal immigration, immigrants, inspiration, justice, law, life, opinion, people, personal, politics, undocumented student, undocumented students, videos, youtube on July 24, 2008 by iamashadow

Another great video. Must watch.

About those opportunities…

Posted in Americans, ICE, Immigration, anxiety, dehumanization, deportation, depression, discrimination, human rights, illegal immigrants, illegal immigration, immigrants, inspiration, life, opinion, people, personal, thoughts, undocumented student, undocumented students on July 24, 2008 by iamashadow

Well, the following is written by Elrandomhero over at his blog, American Wetback. I advice everyone to read it, it is really cool. So, I decided to re-post his entry on my blog because he and I share the same feelings on regards to opportunities. Read on…

In the last few days I have been contemplating something that I shouldn’t be and that’s passing on an internship. Without getting into any incriminating details, I basically passed on an internship opportunity this week because it means putting my self at risk. Again without getting into too much detail, the government has way of knowing everything you do in your life, whether you want them to know or not. Taking on this paid internship would have meant doing things that I shouldn’t be doing in the first place. I am not a legal U.S. resident , thus I cannot legally work or apply for internships that pay. Obviously I have considered the chance that I might still be able to be part of the internship without pay, but I need to focus on other things, despite again passing up such a great opportunity. This is not the first nor the last time I will have to make a decision like this. I have turned down many a job because of my legal status and every time I go through this stupid cycle of semi-depression. Every time I get my hopes up thinking that this time around they’re be some way for me to be able to take on a better paying job, I get denied. I’ve done it so many times now that it has sadly become a routine. People see the type of person I am and want to help me, but what good is that help if the U.S. says I don’t qualify for that help because of my illegal residence. The depression use to be a lot worse a year ago. Ohh man when I got frustrated back then about work, life and my x-girl I would go outside and punch walls till my knuckles bleed. Now adays I just pretend like everything is cool, when in reality I’m still dealing with what happened inside my head. Sometimes all that thinking makes me hungry for junk food that’ll only make me fatter. Passing by on great opportunities is part of my daily life. I don’t get excited about anything anymore really. Why should when I know that I’ll be denied and tossed to the side. I know that there are internships that don’t ask for the things that I lack, but those are hard to come by and sought after, just like scholarships. I know that it’s not impossible to make it because others have and sometimes I look to those who came before me for inspiration. Then again they had the support of family and friends. I on the other hand am grateful and extremely lucky to have the friends that I have, but at the end of the day it’s just me and my dog against the world. That’s what I’m reminded of when I have to turn down great opportunities, it’s me against the world. Somedays I even feel like going to sleep and never waking up ever again. Course those are the days when I’m depressed or bummed out, kinda like today.

Thanks again Randomhero for allowing me to repost this entry.

Hate Crime

Posted in America, Americans, Immigration, cops, courts, death, dehumanization, discrimination, fear, illegal immigrants, illegal immigration, immigrants, inspiration, justice, law, news, people, police, politics, race, racial discrimination, racism, sick, tragedy, undocumented student, undocumented students, white supremacy on July 20, 2008 by iamashadow

Wow, this sort of news makes me sad for America. America  is supposed to be better than this but apparently not. A man named Luis Ramirez was beaten to death by 6 teenagers in the town of Shenandoah, Pennsylvania. The following are quotes from the article from ABC News.

“From what we understand right now, it wasn’t racially motivated,” Nestor said. “This looks like a street fight that went wrong.”

Umm, no, a street fight is one thing. Ganging up on someone and leaving them one step away from death is another. Look at the picture below.

This is the result of a hate crime. (Crystal Dillman/AP Photo)

Luis Ramirez. This is the result of a hate crime. (Crystal Dillman/AP Photo)

Retired Philadelphia police Officer Eileen Burke, who lives on the street where the fight occurred, told The Associated Press she heard a youth scream at one of Ramirez’s friends after the beating to tell her Mexican friends to get out of Shenandoah, “or you’re going to be laying next to him.”

On Dillman’s fireplace mantel hangs a medallion of Jesus that Ramirez was wearing the night he was beaten. Ramirez had an imprint of the medallion on his chest, marking where an assailant stomped on him, she said.

The Garcias said they heard the youths call Ramirez “stupid Mexican” and an ethnic slur.

Burke, the former Philadelphia officer, said she saw shirtless youths swarming around Ramirez, called 911 and went outside, when she heard a youth yell obscenities and make the get-out-of-Shenandoah remark.

But do the people in the town choose to believe this. Take a look at the quote below to know.

Despite the witness statements, Borough Manager Joseph Palubinsky said he doesn’t believe Ramirez’s ethnicity was what prompted the fight: “I have reason to know the kids who were involved, the families who were involved, and I’ve never known them to harbor this type of feeling.”

Of course, the witnesses are lying. Yep. They are just out to ruin the kids who were defending themselves from the big scary Mexican illegal. OOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH look out, I’m also scary. I’m like boogie man, out to get you. I guess someone forgot to inform my girlfriend and friends that I’m scary, because all Mexicans are, right?

The people defending on this story are full of shit, it is that simple. They are defending kids because what, they are football players and win games. Because they know the families involved? All shit. The kids deserve to go to jail or more for the crime they committed. It doesn’t matter whether the person who is now dead was illegal or not, he was attacked by the simple fact of being Mexican. The man was stomped one and kicked in the head, how is that not a crime.

This article and event are disturbing beyond belief, I’m Mexican and I’ve always been afraid of something like this happening to me or my family. This is what happens when the immigration debate gets out context and everyone within group are labeled as demons, in this case, Latinos. I thought American was better than this.

The rest of the abomination is written in the following article by ABC News, the quotes and pictures belong to them.

Super Mario Galaxy Music

Posted in 2007, Nintendo, Wii, art, entertainment, fiction, games, inspiration, music, random, video games, videos, youtube on July 16, 2008 by iamashadow

Well, the following are tracks from the video game Super Mario Galaxy. Now, the game came out last November and it has one of the best soundtracks ever made. All of it orchestrated. Apparently, the Japanese have access to the soundtrack itself and that makes me very jealous. Anyways, apart from the music itself which is awesome, there are people who decided to emulate it with a piano to great results. Here are the results, all of the following were made by the following Youtube user named, tzohar. He is pretty awesome. First are the original renditions and then the piano ones.

The Good Egg Galaxy Theme

The Gusty Garden Galaxy Theme

Buoy Base Galaxy Theme

Super Mario Galaxy Theme, slow version.

And this is the music from the final battle. It is very kick ass, love every second of it. Look for more, nothing is bad.

Writing Quotes

Posted in English, art, entertainment, famous people, inspiration, life, literature, people, personal, quote, quote of the day, quotes, writer, writing on July 12, 2008 by iamashadow

These are some quotes I found interesting. Slow Saturday…

‘You don’t write because you want to say something, you write because you’ve got something to say.’

F Scott Fitzgerald

‘Writing is more than anything a compulsion, like some people wash their hands thirty times a day for fear of awful consequences if they do not. It pays a whole lot better than this type of compulsion, but it is no more heroic.’

Julie Burchill

‘Coleridge was a drug addict.  Poe was an alcoholic. Marlowe was stabbed by a man whom he was treacherously trying to stab. Pope took money to keep a woman’s name out of a satire; then wrote a piece so that she could still be recognized anyhow. Chatterton killed himself. Byron was accused of incest. Do you still want to be a writer -and if so, why?

Bennett Cerf, co-founder of Random House

‘Without me the literary industry would not exist: the publishers, the agents, the sub-agents, the sub-sub agents, the accountants, the libel lawyers, the departments of literature, the professors, the theses, the books of criticism, the reviewers, the book pages - all this vast and proliferating edifice is because of this small, patronised, put-down and underpaid person.’

Doris Lessing’s writers’ manifesto, courtesy of Rosemary Friedman in Writers’ Forum

Every novel is an attempt to capture time, to weave something solid out of air.  The author knows it is an impossible task - that is why he keeps on trying.’

David Beaty

What Drives Us?

Posted in Immigration, blog, blogging, book, college, dehumanization, deportation, discrimination, illegal immigrants, illegal immigration, immgrants, immigrants, inspiration, life, personal, thoughts, undocumented student, undocumented students on July 12, 2008 by iamashadow

I asked that question today. What drives me to have this little blog? I don’t know. I don’t know why some of us blog and speak out, while others live on with their lives. Is it fear? I’m afraid. I’m afraid everyday. Now more than in anytime before. Fear doesn’t go away, it is always there. Is it the paranoia? I almost took down this blog because of it, but I guess it wasn’t enough for me to do it.

Why? I have very little to gain and everything to lose. Always. And a lot of the comments tend to be from antis who are trying to tell me I’m wrong. They’ll never convince me so I don’t know why they try.

So, I’m still undocumented. My blogging for months now hasn’t changed that. Now though, it is time to look at the future. Law School. Graduate school. LSATs. Life is about to get harder than ever before, and it is time to live up to the expectations I and other have made.

I don’t know, I’m ranting tonight. Sorry, nothing with much substance. I’m fine. Spending time with my girlfriend which is awesome. I feel slightly guilty because I’m distracting her, she is taking summer school classes. I enjoy my time here though, time with her and on campus. I was able to help out a professor of mine in a Spanish class, it was fun. Can’t wait to get back to school though, things to do, people to see, things to make right. I hope anyone who reads this is well tonight and this entire weekend. If you have an answer to the question though, please, comment.

E3 is coming up so I’ll be posting more about video games than usual. I know this is an immigration blog so forgive me in advance. It is E3 though…

MG

Montgomery Police

Posted in Americans, ICE, Immigration, cops, dehumanization, deportation, discrimination, ideas, illegal immigrants, illegal immigration, immigrants, inspiration, justice, law, news, opinion, police, politics, thoughts on July 10, 2008 by iamashadow

I just want to say thank-you to the police department of Montgomery, Washington, for doing your job. Protect and serve. Yes, to protect and serve everyone in the community. Not just the citizens and legal residents, because everyone is entitled to live a peaceful life in their homes. The job of the police is not to terrorize a group of people that is already being demonized by the likes of politicians and such.

“We don’t want our community members to think Montgomery County police conduct random raids that can result in the deportation of undocumented immigrants,” Baur said, adding that the support of all residents, including illegal immigrants, is necessary to report crime and solve cases.

I couldn’t agree more or said it better myself. I mean, really, why is that the anti-immigrants believe that transforming cops into immigration agents is going to solve the immigration issue. It is not. It is a band-aid solution. Undocumented immigrants will learn to live with whatever obstacles that you put in front of them. It is not a matter of wanting to break the law, but a matter of necessity. Taking the kids to school, going to work, buying the groceries, those are all activities necessary for the function of a family. Immigrants are not going stop doing that.

Nothing is gained by terrorizing a group of people. Nothing but their distrust and unwillingness to cooperate on actual criminal investigations, investigations that actually track down real law breakers who deserve to be in jail. That is who the police should be focusing on, not helping in the latest cheap illusion of solution of cont–er, I mean immigration raid. The police should focus on the protection of their community, of all members in it, everyone deserves to live in peace.

Obama and Immigration

Posted in Americans, Dream Act, ICE, Immigration, Obama, candidates, civil rights, election, famous people, human rights, ideas, illegal immigrants, illegal immigration, immigrants, inspiration, justice, law, life, media, opinion, people, politics, thoughts, undocumented student, undocumented students, videos, youtube on July 10, 2008 by iamashadow

This are Obama’s views on immigration. I like them. Awesome speech as always.

Speech to the League of United Latin American Citizens, in Washington D.C.
July 8, 2008

Different Seasons: Quotes

Posted in Americans, book, books, fiction, inspiration, life, literature, novel, novella, personal, quote, quote of the day, quotes, thoughts on July 9, 2008 by iamashadow

In one of my past posts I wrote about how I liked the book Different Seasons by Stephen King which has 4 novellas. Well, here are some quotes that I liked from the novellas.

“The most important things are the hardest to say, because words diminish them.” The Body. As a writer, I can vouch for that.

“Speech destroys the functions of love, I think–that’s a hell of thing for a writer to say, I guess, but I believe it to be true. If you speak to tell a deer that you mean no harm, it glides away with a single flip of its tail. The word is the harm. Love isn’t what these assholes poets like McKuen want you to think it is. Love has teeth, they bite; the wounds never close. No word, no combination of words, can close those lovebites. It’s the other way around, that’s the joke. If those wounds dry up, the words die with them. Take it from me, I’ve made my life from the words, and I know that is so.” The Body.

“There is no comfort without pain; thus we define salvation through suffering.” The Breathing Method.

Putting your money where your mouth is

Posted in Americans, Immigration, college, education, human rights, illegal immigrants, illegal immigration, immigrants, inspiration, life, news, opinion, people, personal, politics, undocumented student, undocumented students on July 9, 2008 by iamashadow

What the professors have done is wonderful and expected. No matter what the anti-immigrant people say, the education system likes us. Why? Because we are students, kids who didn’t have a choice in coming here. All the educators that I’ve met sympathise with my situation.

These professors though, they put their money where their mouths are and helped out the students themselves and stood up for what they believe are the correct ideals. Educate everyone. These type of news make me happy, because it shows that people care. Well, intrinsically I know that people care but its hard to know that sometimes when I feel surrounded by the other side in the Internet.

I think what is done in California is great and I hope others follow it. I know I don’t need it, but a lot of people are not as lucky as me in regards of getting full-ride scholarships.

Read the following articles, here and here, to know more about the Opportunity Scholarship.

Undocumented students have a degree of anxiety

Posted in Americans, Dream Act, ICE, Immigration, anxiety, civil rights, college, dehumanization, deportation, depression, discrimination, editorial, education, human rights, illegal immigrants, illegal immigration, immigrants, inspiration, justice, law, life, opinion, people, personal, politics, school, thoughts, tragedy, undocumented student, undocumented students on July 8, 2008 by iamashadow

This article is from the LA Times, I’m posting the entire thing. I embolden some letters for emphasis. My comments will be ( ) and italicized. Here is the link for the original article.

Undocumented college students endure hardships over their status, then see an uncertain future.
By Gale Holland, Los Angeles Times Staff Writer
July 8, 2008

He took 15 AP classes (HOLY GOD, that’s amazing and insane) in high school, and kicks himself for passing up two others. Now, he is graduating from UCLA, with a double major in English and Chicano Studies and a B-plus grade point average.

But for all his success, Miguel does not share the full-bodied exuberance of the graduating seniors who marched last month five abreast into Pauley Pavilion, belting out the ’60s hit “Build Me Up, Buttercup.” A native of Puebla, Mexico, he is an illegal immigrant.

Around the UCLA campus, ubiquitous kiosk signs encourage students to “Jump Into Great Jobs!” But for Miguel, any employment will be difficult. Like many undocumented students, he may elect to prolong his studies to stave off an uncertain future.

When you’re in school you have a place in society, you’re a university student,” Miguel, 23, said during an interview at a campus coffee spot on graduation day. “When you graduate, you’re just an immigrant again.( I know the feeling on that regards, it almost happened to me after high school).

Miguel and other students, who asked that their full names be withheld for fear that they or their families could face federal action, are caught between contradictory U.S. immigration policies.

A 1982 U.S. Supreme Court decision entitled illegal immigrants to public education from kindergarten through high school; 50,000 to 70,000 graduate from U.S. high schools each year (California’s share, by some estimates, is 40%), according to experts. But the students’ access to higher education has not been guaranteed by the courts and Congress.

Over the last seven years, California and nine other states have encouraged undocumented college students to pursue higher education by offering many who graduated from California high schools in-state tuition. California public universities do not ask about legal status on applications. Some private universities, including Loyola Marymount and Santa Clara, have scholarships tailored for illegal immigrants. They are not entitled to most financial aid or loans at public colleges.

Their numbers at the university level remain low. The UC system had an estimated 271 to 433 undocumented students, out of total enrollment of 214,000, in 2006-2007, the latest figure available, a spokesman said.

But attending college, and even doing splendidly, does nothing to alter these students’ illegal status. (I’ve met people who think me being at my university changes things, it doesn’t). A proposed federal law called the Dream Act would have offered a pathway to citizenship for many college students and members of the military. But supporters last year were unable to secure enough votes to prevent a filibuster of the bill.

Opponents said the students are looting limited educational resources that should go to citizens and legal residents.

“To these students, I say I hope you return to your home country right away,” said Rep. Dana Rohrabacher (R-Huntington Beach), “and I hope you repay what you have spent of other people’s money. It’s a horrible crime.”

Students have come far

Advocates argue that it’s inhumane and counterproductive to ostracize students who have come so far with so little.

“These students have been here since they were small children, and we’ve done everything to encourage them to stay in school and help them prepare for college,” said UCLA Asst. Vice Provost Alfred Herrera of the Center for Community College Partnerships. “The sad reality is most of these students are the best and the brightest.”

And if history is any guide, they aren’t leaving. Some, instead, remain in school.

Living off academic stipends, scholarships and a steady diet of ramen, these students play out an endless “Groundhog Day” script of school applications, research projects and degrees.

They mostly hang around colleges, assistantships, getting paid to do surveys. It’s not employment, it’s catch-as-catch can,” said Michael Olivas, an expert on immigrants in higher education who teaches at the University of Houston Law Center.

“I think continuing your studies is the best option for us now,” said Tam Tran, 24, who heads to Brown University this fall for a five-year doctoral program in American Civilizations.

Born in Germany to Vietnamese parents, Tran has a complex immigration history: a U.S. immigration board in 2001 found that her family faced political persecution in Vietnam for past anti-Communist activities, but ordered them deported to Germany.

Germany, however, would not take them. The nation only recognized as citizens children born on its soil to German parents.

She said she would have liked to stay at UCLA, maybe go to film school. But the public university can’t give her aid, while both Brown and Yale universities offered generous packages.

Robert Lee, professor in the Department of American Civilization at Brown, said the university is not bothered that Tran might be unable to work in the U.S. in her academic field. “Even as students, they’re producing important academic product,” Lee said. “We don’t train all students to become university professors; they might end up working for an NGO [non-governmental organization], or a film producer . . . or in government service, maybe not in the U.S.”

‘Miley Cyrus Americans’

Stephanie, 22, drops out roughly every other quarter towork at low-paying jobs like making cardboard boxes.

“The reason I don’t feel bad about it taking me so long to get through is that as long as I’m a UCLA student, I can say, ‘We’re on our way, we’re up-and-comers,” said Stephanie, over dinner recently at a Japanese restaurant.

Stephanie’s parents brought her here at age 4, after the disco craze dissolved in the Philippines, leaving her father, a lighting installer, without a job, she said. Her parents only told her she was undocumented when she tried to transfer to UCLA, she added.

“What people don’t get is we’re Miley Cyrus Americans,” said Stephanie, an aspiring writer and copy editor. “English is the only language I speak.”

A story about Stephanie in the Daily Bruin newspaper earlier this year drew scant sympathy. Stephanie “has a choice to make: become a legal resident or continue to live a life of deferring the task her parents should have taken care of years before,” a letter to the editor said.

Stephanie and Miguel said they would risk deportation if they sought legal status.

Even the most prestigious academic posting has not shielded students from immigration authorities. Dan-el Padilla Peralta, a classics scholar, Princeton salutatorian and illegal immigrant from the Dominican Republic, was able to pursue a masters at Oxford University without facing possible exclusion upon his return only through an intense legal and publicity campaign, his lawyer, Stephen Yale-Loehr said. Yale-Loehr is an immigration law professor at Cornell Law School.

As it is, Padilla was able to obtain only a temporary waiver and visa so he could travel to the U.S. during summer and vacations to work on a research project for Princeton.

“Naturally the uncertainty over my status has been a source of anxiety,” Padilla said in an e-mail from Oxford. “But I’ve tried to keep that anxiety quite separate from my academic and extracurricular pursuits. I feel enormously privileged to have studied first at Princeton and now at Oxford.

This same optimism pervaded speeches at a small graduation ceremony arranged by the UCLA chapter of IDEAS, a campus support organization for students, documented and undocumented, who receive the in-state tuition exemption.

About 10 students talked about life as an “Underground Undergrad” (the title of a book undocumented UCLA students released this spring): the two- to three-hour commutes, crashing on couches, eating only if somebody could sneak them into the dining hall. Several said they were hopeful the Dream Act will be reintroduced soon, and this time pass, opening the door to legalization.

But mainly, they expressed gratitude for their education.

“I choose not to place the burden [of my situation] on everyone,” said Matias Ramos, another graduating senior, whose grandmother flew in from Argentina for the event. “I have had the blessing of encountering a lot of people who’ve helped me.(So have I).

A lot of stereotypes that linger on, we break all of them,” said Miguel. “All of us are very assimilated and we’re very proud of it. . . . We’re driven by huge optimism.”

But as she cleared cut fruit from the refreshment table, Tran grew wistful.

“We’re always in a position where we’re oppressed and privileged at the same time,” she said. “I wonder if getting a PhD in American studies is going to prove I’m an American?”

Barack Obama Hates White People!

Posted in Americans, Obama, candidates, comedy, comic, discrimination, election, entertainment, funny, humor, inspiration, laugh, life, opinion, people, politics, race, racism, thoughts, videos, youtube on July 3, 2008 by iamashadow

This is another video from RayWilliamJohnson. Enjoy.

Stinky Mexicans Taking Over America!

Posted in Americans, Immigration, civil rights, college, comedy, dehumanization, deportation, discrimination, entertainment, heroes, humor, ideas, illegal immigrants, illegal immigration, immigrants, inspiration, laugh, opinion, people, personal, politics, race, random, undocumented student, undocumented students, videos, youtube on July 2, 2008 by iamashadow

Read the title, see the video.

Original link. Watch the other videos, I recommend it.

New Haven and the Law

Posted in Americans, Immigration, civil rights, dehumanization, deportation, human rights, illegal immigrants, illegal immigration, immigrants, inspiration, justice, law, life, news, opinion, people, personal, politics, undocumented student, undocumented students on June 30, 2008 by iamashadow

I would really like to drive. Everyone who knows me probably knows this. And so, the idea of the town of New Haven is a great one. Give identity cards to people so that you know who they are and where they live. Let them live their lives and not make it a living hell. I don’t think it allows for driving, but it is better than nothing.

I’ve never understood the reasoning of the people wanting to have police have the ability to check immigration statuses. Its ridiculous. Its putting an entire community in distrust of the police and the police won’t be able to do their job which is to protect the people. Everyone, not just citizens. I’ll be putting up the rest of the article now, and here is the link for it.

The names and addresses of more than 6,000 New Haven residents who have applied for a type of identification card available to anyone, including illegal immigrants, will likely remain secret, out of fear for their safety.

Anti-illegal immigration activists had asked the city to identify the cardholders in a public records request. But as the New Haven Register reports, a Freedom of Information Commission official on Wednesday recommended against releasing the cardholders’ names.

“The ID Card program unleashed a level of vitriol and venom aimed at city officials and illegal immigrants that was far beyond mere political disagreement or healthy civic engagement,” the hearing officer’s report said, according to The Register. Among menacing e-mails the city received in the months after the card program debuted was this message: “When they show up for an ID card shoot them dead or at least deport them immediately.”

The full body of FOI officials is expected to vote on the issue on July 9, but it will likely side with the recommendation.

Dustin Gold, whose Community Watchdog Project backed the records request, told The Register the report doesn’t reflect the intentions of the state lawmakers who created the FOI safety exemption. He told the paper he would take the issue to court if he has to.

Despite the controversy, The Register described the card as a success: “It is viewed in New Haven as a public safety measure that helps incorporate the estimated 15,000 illegal immigrants into the lifeof city,” helping them set up bank accounts and access certain city services.

For the bolded words, I wish stuff like that was new but nope, it is not. Its quite sad really.