For People Who Sound Racist… August 1, 2008
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While not about immigration, I think this is a good video about racists and how to catch them. Well, I don’t know if it takes account of everything but it is still good. From ill doctrine.
Advocating for an Identity July 30, 2008
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Appearing on a paper or news outlet is something I’ve yet to do. I still don’t know whether I’ll do it. But I admire the people who do, they have b***s. Seriously, you have to be brave to come out like that. Even if it is first name.
And so someone did. The girl below, named Stephanie.
This is one her quotes.
“When I’m a passenger in a friend’s car, it’s exciting for me,” she said. “It has really made me get excited about weird little things.”
While I can get in a car, it is always dangerous for me. I don’t drive myself though but the element of fear is always there, unless the person driving is one of my American friends. If it is one of them, then I feel better. And you know, I also tend to be excited about weird things. It’s a different lifestyle I guess.
Stephanie is an Asian undocumented student, and it takes me to the point that undocumented students are not just Latinos. That’s a misconception the anti forces would like to you think but it is not true at all. People in my particular situation comes in all shapes and sizes. I know many who are not Mexican but from other countries, from Asia, Africa and Europe.
Stephanie worries about the potential risks of speaking out about being undocumented, but she said she is more worried about what would happen if she did not talk about her experiences.
RandomHero from American Wetback has something I really like that goes along with the quote above. I’ll quote him below.
I have the power to help those in need. For me to idly stand by and do nothing about the immigration debate/battle going on right now would be irresponsible and stupid of me. I realize that in order for change to take place, someone has to be a catalyst.
Shame on those who don’t do anything. I’m not talking about blogging, or going to the news. And I’m not talking about hiding your identity either, because I do that, but shame on those who don’t even speak about the subject. Who don’t defend themselves against the overwhelming odds because it is people like Stephanie that are changing the perception of who we are. Shame on you if you haven’t changed at least one person’s mind on regards to immigration. The change is not going to handed to us, because we know a lot of others would like nothing less than to kick us out, we have to fight for it. That is why I applaud people like Stephanie.
The quotes from the article and the picture come from the following site and belong to the Pacific Citizen.
Questions I answer as an Undocumented Student July 28, 2008
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The following are not all the questions and please, write one and I’ll comment back.
Why don’t you drive or have a car?
My answer. I don’t drive because my hometown is small and I live by a convenience store that sells everything I want. I because I’m a writer and a video gamer I don’t tend to go out much anyways, both things are time consuming. The only thing I would drive for are movies and well, my dad takes care of those. I also don’t want to pay for a car and insurance if I’m not using it here at (insert name of college town).
Truthful answer. I don’t drive because I’m not allowed to. Apparently driving is deemed a privilege that I’m not entitled to. I don’t have a license and thanks to my twentieth birthday, my ID has expired and therefore I don’t have any form of identification aside from my school ID. It sucks that I can’t drive because I would really like to. I’m envious of others that can and I feel bad because I have to depend on others if I need to get around.
Why don’t you want to travel abroad?
My answer. I came from Mexico so I’m already traveling abroad. Besides, I don’t want to interrupt my studies by traveling abroad. I would like to travel once school is over. I would like to go to either Japan or Russia and spend a year just traveling with my savings. I can’t wait for that. And it is expensive and hassling to find money to go abroad and I’m lazy.
Truthful answer. I can’t travel abroad because I wouldn’t be allowed in and therefore would lose everyone I care about. I don’t have the luxury of traveling like everyone else around me. It disheartens me when I hear about people going places because I’m very envious of them. I wish I had that opportunity but alas, I’m stuck here.
Why don’t you have a job?
My answer. I have a scholarship that covers everything and then some, so I don’t need the money. I would rather spend my time studying, hanging out with friends, and playing video games. And besides, I’m a bum.
Truthful answer. I can’t work because I lack a SS number. I will never be able to have a job I want, even with a degree. It saddens me when people complain about their jobs because I can’t even do that. The only money I have is the one from my scholarship.
Why don’t you have an internship?
My answer. See above.
Truthful answer. See above. In addition, I have already being rejected far too many times by applications that I don’t have it in me to try to find one.
What do you think of life?
My answer. Life is great.
Truthful answer. Life can go fuck itself for all I care.
What is your biggest fear.
My answer. Dying before doing what I want to do, traveling and such.
Truthful answer. Being deported because someone I know and care about slipped with the info on regards to my legal status. Or worse yet, I make the mistake of telling the wrong person.
What do you see yourself doing after graduation?
My answer. I’ll be teaching English.
Truthful answer. I’ll try to make time trying to remain in school because once I’m out, all I will be is an illegal immigrant.
Are you happy with your life?
My answer. Yes. I have great friends and a nice girlfriend. My grades are alright. I have a full ride scholarship. I have a Nintendo Wii, Xbox 360, Nintendo 64, and a Playstation 2 with lots of games. I believe that others are jealous of me though. I tend to be happy a lot of the time.
Truthful answer. No. I live a double life for the most part, lying through my teeth in order to keep my cover from those that I don’t find necessary to tell them of my status. It is a burden, a heavy one, because I tend to be jealous of all my friends because of the things they can do and I can’t. I tend to be depressed most of the time; thankfully, my medication allows me to weather through the worse of it. I wish my life was better and could be like everyone else. I hate leading this double life. I hate my life in general when compared to that of my friends.
The Journeys July 26, 2008
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This political cartoon represents the journeys of the immigrants and the anti immigrants.
I found this over at this website.
North Carolina likes Undocumented Students July 26, 2008
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Well, this is from the News and Observer, all of it, so all credit belongs to them and the writer of the article, Kristin Collins. I’m busy now, I have a new Xbox 360, but I couldn’t pass the opportunity to post this. Stuff in bold is added by me for emphasis.
RALEIGH - The state Attorney General’s Office says it’s legal for the N.C. Community College System to admit illegal immigrants.
That advice, given to the colleges Thursday and made public today, represents a reversal for the office of Attorney General Roy Cooper, which advised the colleges in May to bar illegal immigrants from degree programs. The colleges took that advice and issued a new policy prohibiting illegal immigrants from enrolling, even at out-of-state tuition rates. Cooper’s office said at the time that post-secondary education might qualify as a public benefit to which illegal immigrants are not entitled under federal law.
But on Monday, Cooper’s office got a letter from federal Immigration and Customs Enforcement, in response to a request for clarification of the law. The letter, from former Mecklenburg County Sheriff Jim Pendergraph, who now works for Immigration and Customs Enforcement, said that admission to colleges is not considered a public benefit under federal law.
Federal officials made the same statement to the News & Observer in May, but officials with the community colleges and the Attorney General’s Office said they wanted to wait for a formal letter.
J.B. Kelly, general counsel, advised the colleges in a letter Thursday that it is up to them to decide whether to admit illegal immigrants.
Community College System President Scott Ralls was not immediately available for comment on whether he would lift the ban on illegal immigrants.
Now, I’m pretty happy about this decision and you know what I do when I’m happy. I play video games. Not only that, but I laugh. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PS. Maybe the people from NC aren’t as bad as I thought they were.
Fear of Being What We Are July 25, 2008
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Well, that is what it has come down to. Once again, in North Carolina. Again, I feel sorry for undocumented people living in this state. I’m glad I’m not there but I highly doubt my state is any better.
Anyway, it seems that Hispanic leaders have to be afraid because they are pro-immigrant. They have received the usual, profanity filled messages, hate messages, among others, I’ve received the same treatment. But now, they’ve received death threats. I mean, wow, how far are people willing to go.
This is from the News and Observer.
“This is not about immigration,” Bazán said. “This is not about debating policy. This has moved on to another sphere. This is hate.”
Rep. Pricey Harrison, a Greensboro Democrat who sponsored the bill (in-state tuition for undocumented students bill), said she received one phone message warning that “my days are numbered.” She said the message, which included profane insults, felt like a threat.
“I have not seen anything like what illegal immigration elicits,” Harrison said. “It’s revealing a very ugly side of humanity that I’ve never seen before.”
“When you describe immigrants as Third World invaders or murderers, or say that they are swarming or coming in hordes, this is dehumanizing language,” Lauter said. “That kind of rhetoric inspires others who might act out on hate.”
How low does this country have to go before things get better?
Of course, the comment section of the newspaper has comments like the following.
From Stonewall83.
Plain and simple get rid of those mexicans. We don’t need them. This is a country founded on wonderful anglosaxon traditions. Anything contrary is plain unamerican. Get out mexicans!
Buzzaw
People are sick and tired of non whites telling whites to conform to their cultures. This country was intended to be a european only country. Since we have strayed away from that, we have been on a sharp decline.
And I saw other recognizible names from an anti-immigrant website that I won’t mention, which leads me to believe that the rest of the comments are no better. It is sad that this is the norm. But at least we are not being killed on the streets–oh, wait.
Life as a Lie July 24, 2008
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I often say that my life is a lie. Some people disagree with me. But it is, it really is. While with my friends and girlfriend, it is not as much. It is their lack of understanding about this kind of life that makes them say that. My life is not a lie as it is with most people when I’m around them. I can thank them for that much, for making my existence easier.
As one girl from the video before said, you have to lie to everyone else about it, even joke about undocumented students and condemn them, in order to fit in. In order to let anyone suspect what you are. You can’t let people even suspect that you are one of the ‘other’. I’ve done so in the past. That is when it becomes obvious that I’m living a lie.
I have to ‘act’ almost all the time. 24/7. Keep up the charade. Not just on regards on being like everyone else, saying I’m legal and such, but also on regards to keeping my feelings in check. That means that when I’m depressed, I don’t act like it. I can’t. I don’t want people to see me and know and talk to me when I’m like that. So, the acting is a full-time gig.
But I’ve failed as an actor. Not totally failed but for someone in my situation, this kinds of failures could lead me to be in great trouble. The last slip-up was with my girlfriend. Or rather, before she became my girlfriend, she suspected that I was what I am. I was too emotional when I spoke about immigration and personalized the problem too much. But how could I not be personal when this is my life, all of this. It is taking a greater toll on me, this acting and I’m not able to do as easily as I did in the past. My failure showed me that. I have to get better, I have to continue the charade as best as I can. Hopefully this summer is helping me recharge for the coming school year because it will be challenging. I will have a new roommate, one that doesn’t know about my situation. With him, I’m not undocumented, I’m not living in fear, I’m not depressed, I’m not a blogger, I’m not everything I am. Hopefully things will go well.
So, lying is a way of life with me. It can’t be helped. By being honest I could lose everything. And for those who don’t understand that, well, I just hope you never have to be in my shoes.
Dream Act Students July 24, 2008
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Another great video. Must watch.
About those opportunities… July 24, 2008
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Well, the following is written by Elrandomhero over at his blog, American Wetback. I advice everyone to read it, it is really cool. So, I decided to re-post his entry on my blog because he and I share the same feelings on regards to opportunities. Read on…
In the last few days I have been contemplating something that I shouldn’t be and that’s passing on an internship. Without getting into any incriminating details, I basically passed on an internship opportunity this week because it means putting my self at risk. Again without getting into too much detail, the government has way of knowing everything you do in your life, whether you want them to know or not. Taking on this paid internship would have meant doing things that I shouldn’t be doing in the first place. I am not a legal U.S. resident , thus I cannot legally work or apply for internships that pay. Obviously I have considered the chance that I might still be able to be part of the internship without pay, but I need to focus on other things, despite again passing up such a great opportunity. This is not the first nor the last time I will have to make a decision like this. I have turned down many a job because of my legal status and every time I go through this stupid cycle of semi-depression. Every time I get my hopes up thinking that this time around they’re be some way for me to be able to take on a better paying job, I get denied. I’ve done it so many times now that it has sadly become a routine. People see the type of person I am and want to help me, but what good is that help if the U.S. says I don’t qualify for that help because of my illegal residence. The depression use to be a lot worse a year ago. Ohh man when I got frustrated back then about work, life and my x-girl I would go outside and punch walls till my knuckles bleed. Now adays I just pretend like everything is cool, when in reality I’m still dealing with what happened inside my head. Sometimes all that thinking makes me hungry for junk food that’ll only make me fatter. Passing by on great opportunities is part of my daily life. I don’t get excited about anything anymore really. Why should when I know that I’ll be denied and tossed to the side. I know that there are internships that don’t ask for the things that I lack, but those are hard to come by and sought after, just like scholarships. I know that it’s not impossible to make it because others have and sometimes I look to those who came before me for inspiration. Then again they had the support of family and friends. I on the other hand am grateful and extremely lucky to have the friends that I have, but at the end of the day it’s just me and my dog against the world. That’s what I’m reminded of when I have to turn down great opportunities, it’s me against the world. Somedays I even feel like going to sleep and never waking up ever again. Course those are the days when I’m depressed or bummed out, kinda like today.
Thanks again Randomhero for allowing me to repost this entry.
Another Political Cartoon July 23, 2008
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This is another political cartoon I like. Enjoy. From the US News and World Report.
It Continues July 23, 2008
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Again from North Carolina, what’s wrong with these people, I would NEVER want to live there. Anyway, back to the point, again from North Carolina, another sign of the GREAT job the police are doing.
It was another dangerous mother, doing the horrible crime of driving. I’ll just quote the rest of the story, because seriously people, I couldn’t make this shit up even if I was paid to. From the News and Observer.
An illegal immigrant arrested on a traffic violation last month was forced to leave her three children on the shoulder of Interstate 85 in the middle of the night — where they were alone and stranded for eight hours.
An Alamance County sheriff’s deputy pulled Maria Chavira Ventura over just before 2 a.m. on June 14, according to arrest records. He took her to jail for driving without a license and displaying a false license plate, and she was eventually put under a federal deportation order. He left her children, 14, 10 and 6, with a man they barely knew, according to the N.C. Justice Center and Maryland social workers. He was a fellow church member who had been catching a ride with the family.
I’m just shocked by all the hypocrisy in the matter of enforcement. Many anti-immigrant advocates say that their problem is not with immigration, just with illegals. No, that’s a lie. Their problem is with brown people because policies that give immigration powers to police that only go after Latinos. That’s the truth. There is no way to differentiate between legal and illegal residents unless the assumption that all Latinos are illegal is made, which is what the anti people do. And please, don’t say that’s a lie, this is discrimination and demonization of an entire group of people. I thought America was better than this.
The How of Legal Immigration July 22, 2008
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Radio Stupidity, and a Question. July 22, 2008
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I will put the following quotes from the man known as Michael Savage as he said them on his radio show. From Media Matters.
Now, the illness du jour is autism. You know what autism is? I‘ll tell you what autism is. In 99 percent of the cases, it’s a brat who hasn’t been told to cut the act out. That’s what autism is.
What do you mean they scream and they’re silent? They don’t have a father around to tell them, “Don’t act like a moron. You’ll get nowhere in life. Stop acting like a putz. Straighten up. Act like a man. Don’t sit there crying and screaming, idiot.”
Autism — everybody has an illness. If I behaved like a fool, my father called me a fool. And he said to me, “Don’t behave like a fool.” The worst thing he said — “Don’t behave like a fool. Don’t be anybody’s dummy. Don’t sound like an idiot. Don’t act like a girl. Don’t cry.” That’s what I was raised with. That’s what you should raise your children with. Stop with the sensitivity training. You’re turning your son into a girl, and you’re turning your nation into a nation of losers and beaten men. That’s why we have the politicians we have.
Wow, well, stupid and sexist. Apparently, autism is a disease for girls only, according to his logic. Now, this individual put his opinion out there, with no training whatsover and why is he still on? I can read about cancer and yet I’ll probably still know next to nothing, which is why I don’t put an opinion or diagnose anyone on the disease or cures or whatever. So, America, why is this man still on the air? Really? Please, explain this to me America. WHY? Please, America, take the garbage off the air. Oh, by the way, you have the politicians you have because you elected them…
Immigration Enforcement Working! July 22, 2008
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Oh yea, enforcement is working. It is taking those countless criminal scumbags of aliens of the streets and back where they belong. They are all so dangerous and scary. Lets take a look at the first example of a dangerous individual.
First up, as reported by FOXNews. There was an evil librarian in the town of Burlington, NC. Yep, she was taken care of. She was dangerous all right, being here for so long that she doesn’t remember the place she came from. And of course, she married a real American and had a kid. She committed the crime of stealing that guy from a real American woman. The shame! I’m so glad that giving the police immigration powers is working so swell.
Second to the plate, by the NY Times. This wretched human being was caught for driving badly. So, she went to jail for 6 days, she was 9 months pregnant and had a kid on a hospital while having an officer watching over her. Of course, she was also chained to the bed with handcuffs while having the kid. We all know women usually have a very merry time while giving birth. Having a kid is so easy that she could have tried to escape. So the police did the right thing by chaining her, right.
Now, I’m not even going to bother writing anything about this because I couldn’t seriously make this up or make fun about it, I’ll just quote the article.
After she was discharged from the hospital, Mrs. Villegas was separated from her nursing infant for two days and barred from taking a breast pump into the jail, her lawyer and a doctor familiar with the case said. Her breasts became infected, and the newborn boy developed jaundice, they said.
No, let me speak seriously for a minute. ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS??? The woman had a baby for Christ’s sake. But of course, she is a dangerous individual.
I’m so tired of the bullshit that comes from giving police immigration powers. Instead of going after people that actually put people in danger, you know, actual criminals, they do this shit. Going after librarians? Recent mothers? People working at factories? I mean, come on, the hypocrisy of immigration enforcement is so thick I could cut it with a knife.
Those two stories above are shameful and people should be embarrassed that their tax payer money (including my parents’) is being used like that. How did we come to this? What next? I’ll be taken out because I was having fun at my university?
Hate Crime July 20, 2008
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Wow, this sort of news makes me sad for America. America is supposed to be better than this but apparently not. A man named Luis Ramirez was beaten to death by 6 teenagers in the town of Shenandoah, Pennsylvania. The following are quotes from the article from ABC News.
“From what we understand right now, it wasn’t racially motivated,” Nestor said. “This looks like a street fight that went wrong.”
Umm, no, a street fight is one thing. Ganging up on someone and leaving them one step away from death is another. Look at the picture below.
Retired Philadelphia police Officer Eileen Burke, who lives on the street where the fight occurred, told The Associated Press she heard a youth scream at one of Ramirez’s friends after the beating to tell her Mexican friends to get out of Shenandoah, “or you’re going to be laying next to him.”
On Dillman’s fireplace mantel hangs a medallion of Jesus that Ramirez was wearing the night he was beaten. Ramirez had an imprint of the medallion on his chest, marking where an assailant stomped on him, she said.
The Garcias said they heard the youths call Ramirez “stupid Mexican” and an ethnic slur.
Burke, the former Philadelphia officer, said she saw shirtless youths swarming around Ramirez, called 911 and went outside, when she heard a youth yell obscenities and make the get-out-of-Shenandoah remark.
But do the people in the town choose to believe this. Take a look at the quote below to know.
Despite the witness statements, Borough Manager Joseph Palubinsky said he doesn’t believe Ramirez’s ethnicity was what prompted the fight: “I have reason to know the kids who were involved, the families who were involved, and I’ve never known them to harbor this type of feeling.”
Of course, the witnesses are lying. Yep. They are just out to ruin the kids who were defending themselves from the big scary Mexican illegal. OOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH look out, I’m also scary. I’m like boogie man, out to get you. I guess someone forgot to inform my girlfriend and friends that I’m scary, because all Mexicans are, right?
The people defending on this story are full of shit, it is that simple. They are defending kids because what, they are football players and win games. Because they know the families involved? All shit. The kids deserve to go to jail or more for the crime they committed. It doesn’t matter whether the person who is now dead was illegal or not, he was attacked by the simple fact of being Mexican. The man was stomped one and kicked in the head, how is that not a crime.
This article and event are disturbing beyond belief, I’m Mexican and I’ve always been afraid of something like this happening to me or my family. This is what happens when the immigration debate gets out context and everyone within group are labeled as demons, in this case, Latinos. I thought American was better than this.
The rest of the abomination is written in the following article by ABC News, the quotes and pictures belong to them.



