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Blogging for a Month January 20, 2008

Posted by iamashadow in blog, blogging, life, personal, thoughts, writing.
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December 20 was the day I started blogging and it is now a month later. I have found it an enjoyable thing to do, blogging, despite the negative comments by some people. I mean, seriously, anti-immigrants are not going to convince me to their side and you don’t see me posting stuff on their websites. I have better things to do…like update my site.

So once again I ask all my readers if there is anything that they think I should do improve my blog. Aside from being more careful with grammar and the like. I love to write but I just can’t get to seem to grasp the grammar work. It’s quite sad actually. But anyways, I might change the format of the blog just for the hell of it too.

So thank you for the people who have commented, even the negative commenters, you amuse me. Also, I would like to thank the people who have added me to their blogrolls, thanks for considering my blog to be good. A special thanks to Moleman from the blog A Case of the Denver Doldrums, dude, you are awesome. While I don’t know much about your situation, I hope you get better and continue to write. I try to read your blog everyday, and on your last post, do try to write if you can. Writing is awesome, it is a great therapeutic technique. It helped me out during my depression. So, thanks for considering my blog a cool one, I think the same of yours.

Anyways, I hope everyone continues to check out this site since I still plan to update it everyday. Maybe not with immigration stuff but most of the time it will be that. I think I need to get better at reviewing things too. Oh, and if anyone wants to know more about me, just ask. I hope everyone is enjoying the long weekend!!

Back to school! January 5, 2008

Posted by iamashadow in Immigration, blog, blogging, college, friends, friendship, human rights, illegal immigrants, illegal immigration, life, mentors, personal, school, thoughts, undocumented students, writing.
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Ah, school. I’ll be getting back to school very soon. That means that my ability to write posts will diminish. At home, I don’t have a life, at school I have the semblance of one. So if one day I don’t post, it’s probably because I was too busy with schoolwork/friends. I apologize and I will sincerely try to keep the blog updated.

As for my school, I really wish I could write the name down but alas, I won’t. I can say that it is a really beautiful place. Specially on the fall. I like fall, my favorite season and my birthday falls on it too. I really like the falling leaves and the red colors. I walk at nights a lot of the time just to see it. At school I’ve been able to find very good friends. I miss them very much during the breaks. I miss classes too actually, especially now that I’m better at academics.

What I’m trying to say is that I’m grateful to be at the school for accepting me despite of everything. Not just grateful, extremely grateful. I could never say thank you enough.

I had never expected to go to college. If anyone had told me during my junior year of high school that I was going to end at the school where I end it up, I would have laughed my head off. I remember last assignment for my AP English class dealt with college essay. I don’t remember if I did the assignment or not (probably did) but I felt it was useless. Immigrants like myself don’t go to school. I remember the first real tour I had. It was with a friend and three teachers, two of which had graduated there, and it was a great afternoon. I loved the place, I still find it funny that I didn’t actually know where the city or school were even though both are close to the town I lived in, but than on the way back home my attitude change. I told myself that I shouldn’t have hoped to be there. I shouldn’t have liked the place. I shouldn’t have enjoyed it because in the end, I was going to be rejected or I wasn’t going to have the money necessary to attend even if accepted. I couldn’t have any hope on the matter I told myself. Needless to say, I was quite depressed about the whole business of applying to college. But by some sheer luck or a miracle, I end up going to school in a state that counts me being out-of-state. And by some sheer miracle/luck/voodoo mix, I got the funding necessary to go there as well. Now I’m on my way to doing an undecided (I’ll decide this year…) major.

Do I believe I stole someone’s seat at this university. Of course not. I was accepted as an out-of-state student so I wasn’t even in the competing pool of in-state people. I think I proved myself capable of being able to be accepted by my school work. That and I wrote a novel, a 300 page novel, now BEAT THAT! Haha. I find that crazy even my own standards.

What more can I say? Well, I will never be able to thank enough the people who made it possible to be here today. Again, I send a thank-you to my friends, who I will see soon, for putting up with me. Also, I want to say that I’m in indebted the people who run and make this blog possible. You guys are great!

PS. I still think its crazy, the whole novel project, mainly because it is mind-boggling that there is a finished version of it. The quality isn’t as well as I would have wanted, but it is 300 pages singled-space too, BEAT THAT!

Quote of the day January 2, 2008

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I find this quote to be inspiring.

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn’t serve the world. There’s nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We are born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It’s not just in some of us, it’s in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.
-Nelson Mandela, 1994

New Year Resolutions January 1, 2008

Posted by iamashadow in 2008, blog, life, personal, thoughts, writing.
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Well, it is the start of a new year and I have some things which I want to do and complete. Since this will be a personal list, some of them will be serious and some of them not so serious, because life can be both. Hope everyone celebrated last night and are not too hung over.

  1. Good grades: My grades need to continue their rise upward. This is the commandment above all others.
  2. Get a new phone: My old phone is a piece of crap…*sigh*
  3. Decide between a TV or lots of money: My dad wants to get me a new TV, and I’m indecisive as hell.
  4. Go see Cloverfield.
  5. Get the video game Super Smash Brothers Brawl. Well that isn’t much of a resolution, but a fact.
  6. Not get addicted to the video game above.
  7. Go see The Dark Knight.
  8. If living with my mom, cry a lot because I know I won’t see The Dark Knight
  9. Not buy anymore unnecessary video games. My roommate is probably laughing at this one…
  10. Continue to spread the gospel on the fact that the Nintendo Wii is better than the competitors. You know it to be true roommate!
  11. Slap myself on the face if I do get addicted to Brawl…
  12. Finish at least a fourth of my video games on my collection.
  13. Read more. Seriously…so many books to read.
  14. Write the sequel to my novel.
  15. Rewrite my first novel.
  16. Ah, forget it. Just write short stories.
  17. Go Wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii more often.
  18. Watch more soccer. By that I mean the Mexican soccer team that I cheer for.
  19. Slap myself on the face AGAIN if I do get addicted to Brawl. Seriously…I know it’s going to happen.
  20. Get drunk. Hahahahaha, I’m kidding or am I…?
  21. Have a Lord of the Rings movie marathon.
  22. Have another Star Wars movie marathon.
  23. Continue this blog because it is important
  24. Strive for perfection. Perfection is not achievable but striving for will make me a better person.
  25. FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, DON’T GET ADDICTED TO BRAWL!
  26. And…thanks to my friend Jess for suggesting this one, have 24 hour Wii marathon. On the summer of course when there is no school. It will probably involve Brawl…

Exposing immigration hypocrisy December 31, 2007

Posted by iamashadow in Immigration, editorial, human rights, illegal immigration, life, politics, quote, thoughts, writing.
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Here is an article I found, I think it makes a good point.

By Laurie Muelder

The Register-Mail

GALESBURG -

GUEST COLUMN — It is a given in human history that governing is simplified by identifying and blaming an “other.”

The word barbarian comes from a Greek word for those who didn’t speak Greek. Any time a society is struggling, whether from the heavy hand of the powerful, from rapid change, or from economic distress, the rulers/leaders can distract their subjects/citizens by raising fears of some group they describe as different. For the Russian czars and Hitler the others were the Jews. Here in the United States (in addition to African Americans) the others have been, successively, those whose ancestry was not English, not northern European, not western European, and, finally, not southern or eastern European, which for nativists is where we are today.

In the 1700s colonial population grew rapidly as Scottish, Irish and German immigrants joined the English settlers and African slaves. Between the 1840s and the Civil War Irish immigrants were increasingly maligned; the Know-Nothing Party formed to resist continued German immigration and the sudden rise in Irish immigrants after the potato famine in Ireland. The Know-Nothings promised to stop what they described as a “cultural invasion” by the Catholic Irish who were portrayed as lazy, promiscuous drunks whose first loyalty was to the pope.

Before 1880, Germans, Irish, English and Scandinavians made up 85 percent of immigrants arriving in the United States. After 1880 there was a dramatic shift — by 1896 Italians, Hungarians, eastern European Jews, Turks, Armenians, Poles, Russians, and other Slavic people accounted for 85 percent of all immigrants.

Prejudice also shifted from the Irish to southern and eastern Europeans. Then, as now, politicians were able to use resentments and suspicions of immigrants to divide and govern. Between the 1880s and the 1920s, nativists passed immigration restrictions they claimed would preserve the purity of the nation’s “racial stock.” Under the 1924 Johnson-Reed Act, immigration from southern and eastern Europe was choked off and the immigration of Jews trying to flee Germany was blocked. The perception of racial difference also hurt Chinese immigrants in the west. Recruited to work on the railroads in the 1860s, they became the target of the 1882 Chinese Exclusion Act.

Cheap, or free, immigrant labor built the United States economy into the most powerful in the world. Our immigration has been both voluntary and forced. We had forced immigration both in the slave trade and in the annexation of half of Mexico by the Treaty of Guadaloupe Hidalgo in 1848, which ended the Mexican-American War. This, far more than traditional immigration, is the reason that a significant number of Latinos in the Southwest live in the United States rather than Mexico — we absorbed the land they lived on.

Periodically in the 20th century, we initiated guest labor programs, bringing Mexican workers into the southwest as non-citizen farm workers. In the 1990s, we imposed the NAFTA treaty, which devastated the Mexican economy. More than a million Mexican jobs were lost in the first year of NAFTA; more than a million peasant farmers have lost their land. Some of these people are heading north to save their families from starvation.

The lies told about earlier immigrants are now aimed at Mexicans and Central Americans. Anti-immigration groups must endorse historical immigration because nearly all citizens are descended from immigrants. Their objection is to the source of today’s immigrants. In 1900, the overwhelming majority (85 percent) came from Europe, and only 2.5 percent from Latin America and Asia combined. By 1990 Latin and Asian immigrants accounted for two-thirds of all immigration.

Demagogues like Lou Dobbs, Bill O’Reilly and Rush Limbaugh misrepresent reality, railing against immigrants as “them,” describing them as an economic drain and a cultural threat. Dobbs sounds as if hordes of brown people are pouring across our borders daily. In fact, the Census Bureau says less than 1.5 percent of the population is undocumented and most didn’t sneak over any border, but came on a visa staying when it expired. Dobbs rants about the cost to U.S. taxpayers, but according to Business Week, immigrants receive about $5 billion in welfare benefits and $11.5 billion in primary and secondary education benefits, but pay more than $70.3 billion in taxes. Our new immigrants are learning English and assimilating just as our relatives did. Those who fulminate about immigration are hypocritical.

One part of the Republican coalition (and some Democrats) wants an ongoing supply of cheap, easily exploitable labor while another wants to keep the U.S. safely Anglo. The president wants permanent status for those here illegally because they contribute so much to the economy, and simultaneously says they are so dangerous we need to fence our southern border to keep them out. As former Texas Congresswoman Barbara Jordan suggested, we need to honor our mottoes, act as an accepting and caring people, and deal reasonably, rationally, and fairly with the real issues of immigration.

Laurie Muelder of Galesburg taught English and social studies for 20 years at Churchill Jr. High and now substitute teaches for the Galesburg School District. She’s a former writer on the Community Roundtable.

Writing=being god December 28, 2007

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A blank piece of paper is God’s way of telling us how hard it is to be God. Sydney Sheldon.

The quote above is a basic illustration of how I feel about writing. The feeling of control over the destiny of others is an intoxicating feeling, like the one of any drug. Very hard to match. Writing is a paradox. It is hard as hell…and yet one doesn’t mind being hard. It is time consuming but time can fly. It can be torturous and yet so amazing. What drives people to write? I have no idea, I don’t even know why I write but I know I do and I enjoy it immensely, even when I’m complaining about it.

Silence that kills December 27, 2007

Posted by iamashadow in Immigration, Spanish, blog, editorial, illegal immigration, life, personal, politics, thoughts, undocumented students, writing.
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This is an editorial for all those who don’t do anything. For those who stand in the sidelines. This editorial has been on my mind for a long time. It made me want to do something for myself, to raise my voice. Ultimately, this blog is the result of that. It was written in Spanish and I’ve translated it for the benefit of everyone. From Univision to you, Jorge Ramos, the most recognized news anchor in the Spanish speaking networks and someone I admire.

Silence that kills
The undocumented stand alone
By Jorge Ramos Avalos

It is as if they became mute. As if they didn’t have mouths. As if they didn’t have vocal cords. Almost no one defends undocumented immigrants in the US. And it is that silence that kills the hope and aspirations of 12 million people.
The new enemy
Something terrible has happened in the US. Out of nowhere undocumented immigrants have become the new enemies. Terrorists are now below them. I’m not exaggerating. Listen to latest presidential debates y you will see how the candidates dedicate more time to attack undocumented immigrants than the terrorists.
Bush’s government, that for many years have spoke about ‘compassion’ for undocumented, now hunts them down with the worse raids in the country in the last decade.
Osama bin Laden has not been captured, but undocumented Mexican immigrant, Elvira Arellano has. And the voices of the anti-immigrants multiply with impunity in the American radio and television. They attack relentlessly, and no one answers back. And because there is no other voice, most people assume that the anti-immigrants most be correct.
Unfavorable polls
This lack of a good message for immigrants can also be seen in polls. The network ABC made a poll in September in which 54% of Americans say that immigrants hurt the country.
Only 34% said that immigrants help. It can be seen, the anti-immigrants have won, for the time being, the immigrant debate.
Attacks of 2001
But lets get clear that of the 19 terrorists that killed almost 3 thousand Americans on 9/11 no one was Latino and crossed the border by Mexico.
The shouts of the anti-immigrants have drowned the voices of reason.
Why does this silence exist? The Mexican government of president Felipe Calderon, for various motives, has stayed out of the debate. I don’t see any Mexican diplomat in CNN or Fox News, in Congress defending their own, talking about the how good immigrants are and denouncing their dehumanization.
President Calderon has not even visited any of the Mexican communities in the US
I understand that distancing away from subject because his predecessor, Vicente Fox, empathized with immigrant debate but got no results. Maybe they already gave up and are now waiting for a new American president to start the talks again.
Unjustifiable Silence
But that’s not justify your silence against the avalanche of attacks against immigrants. The Mexican government is not the only one who is quiet. There are many and different groups in the US. But they haven’t been able to get a clear and effective message.
Worse still, after the failure of Washington in its attempts at an immigration reform, they left the door wide open to those who have false, flimsy, and even racist information in respect to immigrants.
The message in favor of immigrants should include the following arguments: they are not criminals or terrorists, they do give back to the services they receive, they pay taxes; create jobs, maintain low inflation, replace workers who retire, they farm our food and build our homes;, it is true that they broke the law but so have millions of Americans and thousands of employers, they can become allies in the fight against terrorism, they have more faith in the opportunities that the US offers than the many Americans, they reinforce family values, believe in education for progress, rejuvenate the country’s population, they are giving the US a new language for free, they learn English quickly, they are a bridge to Latin America, their mere presence promotes tolerance to diversity, they would be ready to die for this country (there are immigrants fighting in Iraq and Afghanistan), and in general, they make the US a better country.
Not heard, not seen
That is the message: immigrants help the US and for that we have help them. But this message is not heard because many do not raise their voices
“We have to have a side”, wrote Elie Wiesel, the Nobel Prize winner and survivor of the Holocaust, in his book Night. “Neutrality helps the oppressor, never the victim. Action is the remedy against indifference. Indifference is the worse enemy we have.”
We have to apply the Wiesel’s lesson for the situation immigrants now live in. There are silences that kill. Being quiet against all the attacks against them is the greatest danger for all. That silence affects immigrants and erodes the values of tolerance, openness, and generosity that for decades have distinguished American society.
The US can and should regain that wonderful tradition of open arms for foreigners and the weak. That is what it truly means to be “American”.

Blogging for a week… December 27, 2007

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So, it has been a week since I started writing this blog. To all those who have read anything in it, thank you. I have to apologize for all the typos and grammar mistakes. I’m a living a paradox, I love to write and yet suck (at least in the grammar sense I think) at it. I’ll get better at it, I promise. Anyways, I welcome any suggestions that you might have, comments, concerns, hate letters. Its all good.

Oh, and more than one person has tried to comment and the comment has not appeared because it has been caught by the spam detector. Sorry about that, it was not my intention to stop anyone from commenting. I’m still learning the ropes of this so again, sorry.